Had a terrible emotion break down this few days...
PMS...
'Cold war' with my baby...
Everything just came at once... It HURTS... It really HURTS......
I HATE this feeling...... Why is this happening again???
Lately, I noticed. We talked less. We understand each other less. There's no click between us. I can feel the distance between us. Is getting further and further...... Mayb we are both tired with each other. Giving both some time to cool off and to think more might be a good way.
Its been 2 days since I last met him. I miss him... ALOT!
These 2 days, it really give me more time to think. Is he that important to me? Yes he is, Im telling this from my heart. Time passes so slow without him around. It feels so empty without his voice... But why m I doing this when i know is suffering? I think... onli me and him knows why...
Im sorry baby. I dont mean to treat you this way but... I think both of us really need this time to think... I know is hard but no choice... Im sorry again.
4 more days to go til our 23th month together... Im not sure what the end decision is... But til then... I'll stay positive and hope for the best. I hope you will stay strong too...
3 comments:
There will never be a love that will sparks forever. True love is when silence is also a way of communicating. Consider how long have both of you been in the "distance" stage and weight it with the 23 months that both have been through. If all the happiness and love can out weight that "distance" feeling, then let go and move on.
Thanks for your advice.
I've thought about that and is true... Sometimes relationship do have up and downs and those amazing time we both gone through together do outweighs the sadness.
Dont worry. Things will be fine. Just needed some time to think further...
:) Not too long though or the sparks will die off eventually. Cheer up ya!
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